Tales From Another Broken Home

Dona Nobis Pacem

2009-02-04T03:37:00.000Z

Dona Nobis Pacem

Brightons shores broke my spirit,
these bombs never used to fall that way.
The wars far from over,
this retreat marks a change of heart.

The gallows let me breathe again,
with the death of one comes the birth of another.
This noose chokes the words,
out of everything passed and done.

The cold dark waves crash down in relief,
I'll find comfort in the arms of a mistress new.
The snow has brought purity to my decisions,
found clarity for my mind.

This city lays shattered before me,
never knew it would burn till it bled.
The streets are lined with sinners and saints,
never confessed I'll never relate.

Thus Glory Fades.

2008-11-21T04:41:00.001Z

Thus Glory Fades.

I've watched the sun set on my family too many times
I've seen my roots fallback then wither and die.
but we all suffer needlessly
and why should I be any different.

I've seen the weary, the desperate and the desolete.
I've asked them to tell me their burdens, I'll share their load,
but nobody calls out,
we all prefer to suffer in silence.

I've watched men fall from grace and lose their souls,
I've seen others strive for glory only to come up short,
but nobody will accept a helping hand,
though they've struggled in vein, at least they've tried.

I've watched people crumble under tyranny and crack under the strain,
I've seen our existence takes it's toll on many a tortured soul
but nobody ushers in change
we all strive for consistency.

I've stood in hope and shuddered in fear
I've seen some men play the rolls they were born to play and others breakaway
but when is enough enough?
We all march the beaten path.

I've seen people march strong and hold fast
I've watched men suffer for their beliefs
but when is the martyr a martyr?
We all seek a glory that will never fade.

I've heard the words of scholars and learned men
I've basked in the poetry of the streets
but when are our words true?
we all search for approval and acceptence.

Let's Talk.

2008-11-09T17:42:00.001Z

"Let's Talk."

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them I ruined my life with elicit substances
that slowed me down and shut me up.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them I believe we're all searching for the same things,
warmth, safety and contentment or whatever love brings.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them we all lie and cheat and steal
but deep down we've all got some good in us.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them I don't really know what’s out there
but I hope it comes to me sooner rather then later.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them I wished my words were worth more
and that we should value each other.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them how unsure I was about everything
and how I've always wanted to escape.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them how I bow before no-one
this boy was raised way too proud for that.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them I was still a boy
and being trapped in a man's body was no fun.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them that I've always longed for another
and I'm terrified I'll never find him.

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them I'm dishonest and deceitful, narcissistic and resentful
but then again isn’t everyone else?

If I could really talk to people,
I'd tell them my deepest, darkest secrets
just to watch them gasp!

If I could really talk to people,
I wouldn't be me.

Brody

2008-06-21T18:12:00.002+01:00

Meet Bill

2008-05-11T16:31:00.003+01:00

I watched this movie last night, mostly to find out if I liked Aaron Eckhart or not since I've never seen one of his movies before and Batman is fast approaching (he's going to be playing Harvey Dent, who becomes Two Face). The movie also featured Logan Lerman (pic below)

If you like him, check this movie out. He's shirtless a lot, wears lingerie and shakes his ass for Jessica Alba and aside from that plays the part very well. Last time I saw this kid was in The Butterfly Effect, this is far superior and he's wayyyyyy cuter.

Meet Bill: IMDB
Logan Lerman: IMDB

Tattooed Boy

2008-05-11T16:27:00.001+01:00

I <3 DROPDEAD

2008-04-27T16:51:00.005+01:00

A couple of days ago I posted pics of Oli Sykes, now it's time to show you guys his fashion line DROPDEAD Clothing. Every season they bring new, fresh designs out and I always try my best to pick up a few shirts.

DROPDEAD Website

Adidas Kicks (Yes Adidas not Nike)

2008-04-27T16:39:00.002+01:00

As part of their Consortium Collection, Adidas will be releasing the Casual Series in May. The series consists of all time classics that are being brought back in classic silhouettes and with premium materials. Find in the line-up the Bamba, Samba, Tobacco, Forest Hills and Jeans. Materials include jersey, plaid, cotton tartan, corduroy and others.

It is nice seeing Adias going the other direction and applying more classic colors and materials, instead of flashy colors. Expect the Casual Series to appear in premier sneaker boutiques in the coming weeks

Sources: ADIDAS,HIGHSNOBIETY

Where my gold at?

2008-04-27T16:37:00.001+01:00

Must must own.

2008-04-26T21:03:00.002+01:00

Here is an interesting new pack coming from Nike Japan. It consists of overall 4 Dunks, each referring to a landmark feature of the city they represent, using colours and materials, as well as custom inner soles.

The line-up includes the Fukuaka Dunk Low paying tribute to the ancient Yamakasa festival, the gold Nagoya Dunk which stands for the dolphin that represents the city, the striped Osaka Dunk Hi representing Doutonbori (a drumming doll) and the hairy Tokyo Dunk, which represents the giant panda also known as Ling-Ling. Have fun trying to remember all the names of these.

Sources: NIKE, HIGHSNOBIETY

Max Theriot

2008-04-24T16:37:00.002+01:00

Name: Max Theriot
Occupation: Actor (IMDB,FANSITE)

Deez Nuts

2008-04-24T16:25:00.003+01:00

Name: Deez Nuts
Location: Melbourne, Australia.
Genre: Hardcore.
Sounds Like: Hip hop tinged Hardcore.
MYSPACE

Featuring former members of IKilledThePromQueen. Don't take the lyrics seriously it's all very tongue-in-cheek. Check out Sex Sells, great song.

Vintage Air Jordans.

2008-04-24T16:16:00.003+01:00

Need to own these (not want, NEED)

Nike continues to release exciting colorways of the Air Jordan 1 Retro. The recent Opening Day Pack was a huge success. Here we show you a preview of an upcoming Air Jordan 1 Retro. The upper is made up of black and white leather as well as woven tweed. The swoosh is transparent and on the heel the sneaker features a house embroidered

Sources:NIKE,HIGHSNOBIETY

Blogs.

2008-04-23T21:58:00.002+01:00

Ok so I thought I'd give you guys a list of blogs I read.
I Hate My Roomates
ModBlog
My Body Story
Kanye Wests Blog
StickyDrama(I know it's lame)
HighSnobiety

Touche Amore

2008-04-23T21:48:00.003+01:00

Name: Touche Amore
Location: LA, California.
Genre: Screamo/Hardcore.
Sounds Like: American Nightmare.
MYSPACE

These guys have a song called "wehatefredphelps.com" that alone makes them amazing. Check them out.

$$$

2008-04-23T21:37:00.003+01:00

I need money. Not for important things (well ok I do need money for important things too) but for these:

"The Nike Court Force variations just keep on coming. This new edition has a very native American feel to it with vibrant colors and patterned fabrics along the side. It includes great details such as the black and blue beads on the shoelaces and a spearhead dangling in the front. The shoe also uses different materials with a cracked leather around the ankle, blue faux-croc skin down the front, and a sparkling Nike logo written on the tongue. Another great Court Force to be expected soon."

Sources: NIKE,HYPEBEAST

Oliver Sykes

2008-04-23T21:22:00.003+01:00

Name: Oliver Sykes
Occupation: Vocalist (BRINGMETHEHORIZON)
Fashion Designer (DROPDEADCLOTHING)

Laughter.

2008-04-23T21:07:00.002+01:00

I had a similar situation at one of my old jobs the guy had that exact same voice. I obviously laughed (a lot)and nearly got fired.

All You Need

2008-04-22T21:17:00.002+01:00

Elliot Ben.

2008-04-20T19:40:00.002+01:00

I don't often get bowled over by cuteness but the pout at the end of this is the cutest thing ever. Still stickam celebs suck.

xtruthx

Get into it!!

2008-04-18T02:09:00.003+01:00

Ok so at the moment I'm obsessed with Avatar: The Last Air Bender. I'm not the kinda guy who watches cartoons but this is good, really good. It's on Nickelodeon in the US and nicktoons for those of you with Sky TV in Europe.

Second thing you need to get into is thefalloutboys.blogspot.com If you linke your boys skinny, pierced and half naked in front of a mirror this site is for you.

xtruthx

18/04/08

2008-04-18T01:33:00.003+01:00

I just posted chapter 80 "Turn and Face the Strain" and added a bunch of links to the blogroll. If you run a blog and want to trade links you can email me (xiamlegendx@live.ie) and we'll arrange something. People can now comment the blog without registering for blogger so if you read this thing, drop me a few comments so I know I'm not talking to myself.

xtruthx

On my knees I think clearer.

2008-04-14T23:27:00.001+01:00

This could be the very moment,
I'm aware I'm alive,
All these places feel like home.

You're the only thing that I love,
It scares me more everyday,
On my knees I think clearer.

relevence? New chapter Friday 18th.

xtruthx

xtruthx <3's (contd) (again)

2008-04-03T23:16:00.002+01:00

Ed Butcher (IKTPQ)

Ronnie Radke

Johnny Cupcakes

Kid Robot

I need money for clothes :(

xtruthx

Standing on the shoulders of giants

2008-04-03T21:10:00.002+01:00

Hey guys, I thought I'd write a quick note on what influenced me in the writing of Tales From Another Broken Home. Basicly I'm a do'er so if I see something I think is cool I automaticly get this unquenchable urge to do it better. From my first visit to Nifty I knew this was something I wanted to turn my hand to. The first story to really influence me was Skateboarder Ryan. I came to skateboarder Ryan through a site called Sk8 Fictions, it's now called Sk8Slash
(http://www.angelfire.com/punk5/sk8slash). This site had a number of stories based on Ryan Sheckler and other pro-skaters but Skateboarder Ryan was one of the few original characters stories they had. I took the link from that site to Nifty and found a lot of cool stuff. Stories I've really enjoyed like Under Pressure (from the Kelly years through to the Chad years.) and Stay With Me, which I think is an excellent story, have really influenced my ideas and storylines.

To be fair nifty stories really played a minority role to Movies and Music in my influences. The first influence is obviously Greenday's Jesus of Seburbia which I took the title from and return to for the Therapy chapters. This album is one you want to play with headphones on and listen to the lyrics. The songs tell an elaborate story of suburban teenage life. I also took inspiration from bands like Greenday, Taking Back Sunday, Bright Eyes, Deathcab for Cutie and Elliot Smith among others. These bands pop-up throughout the stories either through interpretations of their songs or in a more literal way like when Ryan wears a My Chemical Romance shirt.

Movies played the biggest part in influencing this story. The main influence was the movie 13. To be honest this is really a gay take on that movie. Films like Mystic River have really influenced characters. To me Jake really is Dave from Mystic River. I borrowed the "Boy with a Thousand Faces" line from Mystic River (the book I'm not sure if it features in the movie.) This line was of great interest to me, the concept of someone hiding themselves behind various masks was too fascinating to leave alone. The later incarnation of Jake was influenced by Heath Ledgers take on Joker for the Batman movie "The Dark Knight." I love the iconicness of Joker and his line "Why so serious?" and the way it's said really makes the character for me. Movies such as Prince of Tides, Thumbsucker and Insomnia have played their part in helping me figure out what atmosphere I wanted to set out. This Boy's Life, The Basketball Diaries and Sleepers also influenced the mood and storylines of the story. These films have a much darker side to them about most and actually look at child abuse and teen problems like drug addiction in a way that teenagers can relate to. They don't come across in the usual moral of the story; "don't do drugs kids cuz you could end up like these people" way. Gus Van Sants movies particularly Paranoid Park have played a major role in shaping this story also.

Books are another major influence. The work of J.T LeRoy was the biggest litterary influence but books such as Catcher in Rye and pretty much every book you read can help you improve as a writer. The Catcher in the Rye really helped develop my love of the anti-hero, which is essentially what Riley is. Sarah and The Heart is Deceitful above all things are two of the most interesting, twisted, fucked up books you will ever read. I take a lot of influence from cult fiction, Bukowski and Palahnuik being two of my favourite authors.

The story takes a lot of influence from the hardcore, straight-edge and body modification scenes. The body modification one comes across a lot in the piercings/tattoos that the characters have and Jerry being a tattoo artist. Sites such as bmezine.com have opened my eyes to the potential we have to modify our bodies. Views on religion and ethics mostly come from the hardcore scene and the straight-edge scene. Riley may choose to abuse alcohol and drugs whilst Ryan stays clean but both abstain from eating meat which for me is one of the best decisions a person can make.

I listen to a particular song when I'm writing each chapter and tend not to stray from that song. The particular songs doesn't always end up as the chapters song but more often then not it does. Try listening to the song while reading the chapters I think it will really improve the experience.

xtruthx

xtruthx loves.......(contd) (again)

2008-03-26T17:32:00.001Z

Oli Sykes

Nike Kicks

The Heart is Deceitful/JT Le Roy

Famous Stars and Straps/Travis Barker

Joshua Radin

xtruthx loves.......(contd)

2008-03-26T17:31:00.001Z

BAPE

Dallas Green/The City and Colour/Alexisonfire

Gus Van Sant

Apple IPhone

Oldskool Tattoos

xtruthx loves.......

2008-03-26T17:12:00.001Z

New Era Caps

Sailor Jerry

Topman

Atticus

Big ass tunnels

Walk me down your broken line......

2008-03-24T15:50:00.002Z

"the clouds in your eyes
down your face they pour
won't you be the new one burn to shine
i take the blue ones every time
walk me down your broken line
all you have to do is cry"

Closer by Joshua Radin.

xtruthx

24/03/08

2008-03-24T15:47:00.001Z

Ok updates.

1) New chapter posted (Chapter 77- Happy Birthday Baby.)
2) TFABH is now being featured on superdrewby.com
3) I've got upto chapter 80 written and the basic idea for chapter 81 in my head.

xtruthx

Jake

2008-03-03T22:41:00.002Z

Jerry

2008-03-03T22:33:00.001Z

Aaron

2008-03-03T22:25:00.002Z

There should be a new chapter soon. It's currently going under the working title of "Happy Birthday, Baby."

xtruthx

Riley (contd.)

2008-02-28T00:13:00.002Z

More pics of Riley and hopefully a new chapter by the end of next week.

xtruthx

I will follow you into the dark.

2008-02-24T03:17:00.000Z

I'm going to be posting plenty of youtube videos of artists that inspire me. Acoustic stuff seems to help me write more then heavier stuff. I've always loved Deathcab (and you should too) and I found The City and Colour through Alexisonfire.

xtruthx

Riley.

2008-02-23T02:02:00.002Z

I don't want to risk our paths crossing some day.

2008-02-22T21:21:00.000Z

Sometimes when I read, listen to, or witness anything to do with Conor Oberst, I feel like giving up. How can you top genius of this level? This is truely a God among men.

Changes.

2008-02-21T21:44:00.001Z

So I know I had someone set as Riley already but I couldn't find anymore pictures of him so I decided to change the person representing Riley to someone who had plenty of pics I could use to make graphics and so on. Anyways the new Riley is above.

xtruthx

The websites that could have been

2008-02-19T19:31:00.000Z

I designed numerous proto-types of what was to be the tfabh website before deciding on this as a better idea while I figured out the perfect design. I thought I'd share some of them with you guys.

xtruthx

Do I still scare you baby?

2008-02-19T19:24:00.000Z

So Jake's coming back and I guess most people who post on the forum have guessed that by now. I'm taking a slightly new direction with him, he's going to be darker, more deranged and pretty much pshycotic. The newer Jake's going to be loosely based on Heath Ledger's joker from The Dark Knight (the new Batman film) he's even got a catchphrase; "Do I still scare you baby?" Anyways hopefully you guys will like the new Jake and the direction he takes since everyone seemed to want to see the return of his character.

xtruthx

18/02/08

2008-02-19T19:06:00.001Z

Ok so I hate deadlines, really hate them and I've just set myself one. Way to go Jake!! I'm kinda inspired I've been watching the trailer for the new Batman (with Heath Ledger as Joker) and I'm kinda basing the new Jake offa that. I don't think people read this or got the clues I dropped in the last blog also the responses to Jake on this board have been hillarious I think I might post a few of your responses to his pm's. It was meant to get people excited about the new chapter but 90% of you didn't get it at all so it pretty much backfired.......oh well shit's going down on the 23rd if it kills me.

xtruthx
<3

17/02/08

2008-02-19T19:05:00.000Z

Ok so I'm writing again. I think I've regained my flow. I've got a lot of ideas on tieing together my main storylines for the next (I'm not sure how many) chapters. I've even got some new ideas that may delay the big storylines a little. Expect more chapters to be posted soon.

xtruthx
viralmarketingrules

Life and Art Intertwine

2008-02-19T18:59:00.001Z

I'm still suffering from a new and more annoying bout of writers block! That said I have been expressing myself in the form of digital graphics, mostly relating to this story. This is basically what's keeping me sane while I'm unable to continue this story. I hope some people like this graphic since most people seem to dislike my choice of photos for the various characters. There basically posters like you'd have for movie characters and each one features a quote from the story and a small tag line on the bottom left hand side which gives a little insight into future storylines.

xtruthx